Hey all

Sry i havent posted all weekend and i havent given you an update of my walk with God so here it goes.... God is still amazing and he still is working hard in my life to get me to where i need to go and to get me to who i need to be.  I mean i still face sin and demons the same as everybody else but it is jstu a tad bit easier with God, my friend once told me that think how hard life is with God then think how hard life would be without God.  Man i think that would be excrusiating(sp)  I mean i have been through alot in my life and i dont know what i would have done if i didnt have God.  I tried to kill my self but yet i am still here posting becasue i had God so if i can do it i think most ppl can.

I learned this summer that pray helps you through almost anything, the same friedn from above gave em this advice to that if the seat of you pants is worn out more tehn the knees of you pants then you have alot more praying to do.  How true is that?  i mean God helps but only if we ask adn praise him to our fulliest ability adn i know that i had trouble with worship adn praising God. i thought that worship was all the lights adn sounds and the cool effects on teh screen during a concert, but i learned that worship is an act of servant hood adn an act of jsut give your all to God in everything you do, i mean mowing your lawn could be worship, cleanign your room, doing stupid chores around the house could be worship as long as you put God in you mind for teh action.

praising God is the same way as worshp, by giving your allto God and jsut thanin ghim for what he has done in your life lately adn how he will help you in the future.  i learned that you jsut have to thank god for being alive becase if you werent alive how would you be able to eat your fav. food or do your fav things if God didtn grant you life.  Another one of my friends told me that pain is just a reminder that you are still alive adn kickin, i mean that if you didnt have pain or sorrow or saddness or happiness or gladdness then hwo would you feel jsut BLAH, i dont think i could jsut feel blah i love being emotional. Many ppl have told em that i am a compassionate person adn i think that comes from me being emoitional and i am emotionla because of God so i thank God i am alive and well.

Well i think i will stop there jstu because i think i talked your ear off enough for one night so i will end with a song for you to read and tehn think about.

well with my few words of some what wisdom just think about what i said and just leave me a comment or two adn i will try to comment back.

LOVE YA LOTS IN CHRIST

Bobby Boy

wow sunday april 25 2005 that was awhile ago and yet it wasnt that far.  So since i havent written for almost how many months 5? well my summer was amazing adn i do have to say i dotn think anybody could top this summer off.  first off i got a job at rainbow christian camp and i was summer staff. i meet some amazing people that i will never forget. i made a new relation ship with God that i am so happy about. i became okay with myself and i actually want to go to school now just becasue i look at stuff in a new light. well tht is like this much of my summer       and that is about it but i do have to say taht since i became closer to God my life has changed so much adn i wish i coul djsut tell you all about it so if you have any questions jsut ask and i will be more thatn happy to tell you adn if you have any questions about God jsut ask and i will help in any way i can. if i cant answer the qeustions on God then i will find somebody who can jstu to help you.

Hooraay i am getting baptised adn i am stoked for it. i am having my friend ryne who i met this summer at camp do it and soem of my friend i met liek jaime mac adn ryne adn kevinand josha dn a whole bunch of my friends will be there but i am excited for it. well i will stop blabbing because i am sure that non eof this probaly makes since to you but hey that is okay i jsut feel better typing it all out and just telling somebody abou tGod, which by the way is my best friend in tyeh whole wide world adn space. well ttyl adn jsut leave some comments adni will be sure to check it.

LOVE YA

Bobby boy :crazy: :winking: